In the long road of life, I am like a flat boat, going with the flow, experiencing countless encounters and partings. These experiences, either happy or sad, or pain or joy, all constitute a unique landscape in my life. Today, I would like to tell these stories, and share with you my sense of life.
First, the youthful years, the edge is you!
College years, is the most beautiful time in my life. At that time, I was carrying the desire for knowledge and the vision of the future, stepped into this campus full of vitality. Here, I met my husband, a sunny, handsome and talented boy. His appearance was like a ray of light that illuminated my originally uneventful life.
We met by chance, and from that moment on, I was attracted by his charm. He was enthusiastic and cheerful, always bringing me endless laughter; he was talented, making my thirst for knowledge more urgent. We strolled together on the boulevard of the campus, talked about life ideals, and shared each other’s joys and sorrows. Those days were the sweetest time of my life.
However, the happy days did not last long. After graduation, we entered the marriage hall and started to work hard for our lives. The pressure of life made us gradually become exhausted, and the romance and passion we once had also wore out in the busyness of the day-to-day life. What hurts me more is that I found out the fact that he cheated on me. That I once loved the man, even betrayed me, let me into a deep despair.
Second, the painful struggle, love is shallow
In the face of my husband’s betrayal, I am in pain, my heart is like ashes. I tried to salvage the marriage, but everything has been irretrievable. During that time, I fell into a deep pain and struggle. However, for the sake of my two children, I chose to forgive and persevere. I told myself that as long as there was still a glimmer of hope, I could not give up on this family.
However, just when I was most desperate, Q came into my life. He is four years younger than me, yet he cares for me so much. He always appeared by my side when I needed him most, giving me endless warmth and love. We spent many happy hours together, and I thought I had found true happiness. However, fate played a joke on me again when Q’s ex-girlfriend suddenly appeared and asked Q to choose between her and me. In the face of such a choice, Q chose her, leaving me to wander alone in the cold wind.
Third, look back, cherish the present
After two emotional blows, I became more and more strong and independent. I understand, there is no permanent dependence on the road of life, only oneself is the most solid backing. I began to re-examine my own life and values, and strive to find my own happiness.
Looking back, I have a lot of feelings. Those two men, one made me taste the pain of love, and the other made me experience the short-lived joy. Their departure made me cherish the people in front of me more and understand the importance of cherishing and grasping. Nowadays, although I am still single, I am no longer so obsessed with love. I understand that the most important thing in life is to cherish the person in front of me and grasp my own happiness.
Those former hurts and tears will become the most valuable wealth in my life. They make me more mature and strong, so that I know how to cherish and be grateful. I believe that in the coming days, I will continue to move forward and pursue my own happiness and dreams.